Sunday, 05 April 2009
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I don't know what I'll do if I'm not preg
Disclaimer...
I know teen pregnancy is bad, but me and his dad are together & he's
going into the military. Our finances are fine. My parents insurance covers and
will support me. & since its been a possibility I have been eating well & balanced
as to not hurt the baby. I don't believe in abortion, and I don't like
the idea of my baby being property of DHS if I can prevent
As weird as it may sound, I don't know
what i'll do if I'm not pregnant.
Tomorrow doctors will consider me 3 weeks
along. When in all actuality it would only be 1 week
since conception.
Basically, this is whats up.
Kaleb and I had unprotected
sex on 03/30 & 04/01. If you've ever needed
it and couldn't wait- yeah. And I don't feel
bad for it, however I feel irresponsible for not
bringing a condom. & I can't take Birth Control
because I get really sick/anemic/depressed/moody
when I'm on birth control.
But yeah. I started eating normal, but
extremely healthy, cut back on caffeine, and
taking care of myself just in case.
I feel like ~~~ idk.
~ I know I'm not ready for this.
~ I know it'll be hard.
~ I know I'll have to get my GED.
~ I know Kaleb doesn't want a kid yet.
And on the other hand ~~
~ I've gotten used to the concept
of a baby growing inside me
~ I've done tons of research
~ I know what I'll have to do and accept it.
~ I love the baby inside of me.
~ I have a name picked out.[by accident
{Jeramiah Anthony Littau}]
~ I'll have to get on track real quick if I'm not.
~ There's a local restaurant I can work at.Idk~ I just don't know what to think.
My period should be on the 17th, the day before
prom. So, I'll go into prom being sad that I'm
not prego, or I'll go into prom saying, "Its
okay Kaleb, my period will come soon."
He's more devastated than I am... and really
up~to~date. He's really nervous..
I just want this to be..
I've miscarried twice... so
if I'm prego and I carry full term.. it
means I'm not infertile.
Sorry. Pour my heart out.
P.s. it.
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Comments (8)
good luck honey. god bless you and your baby and i hope it works out. xoxo, h.
aww.
I hope that whatever happens--pregnant or not--you're safe, healthy and happy.
<3
xo
@foreverhoping - @torturetoy - Thanks yall. I really just put this up to get it out. I appriciate you both soooo much.
For the summer?
haha I'm going to NAU--the college I'm attending next semester. I'm stoked because I'm earning 6 credit hours... assuming I do well. :]
I do come from a big city. but I just love love LOVE small towns. Been dying to go to one. NAU is actually located in a small town. .> -sigh-
<3<3
xoxoxo
it's fantastic that you want one. more kids should grow up in that sort of family
@yokyokgetsfussy - I absolutly do. And me and his(i assume the baby will be a he- only because his father is amazing in every way, and I don't want him to inherit my bad traits. lol.) father are allready preparing & making sure I don't do anthing harmful, he's enrolled in the military. I'm ready to started studying for my GED and to take on a job if I have to. My parents will suport us also, even though I'm only 15. It'll be heart breaking... if the PT comes out Neg, bcuz we have it all planned just in case.
lol Nah. NAU stands for Northern Arizona University. But pretty damn close for just a guess. ;]
6 credit hours... I don't know how much they normally cost. :x but for the summer, it cost like.. around $4 grand. I got it for free on a scholarship. :D
I'll be studying criminal justice.
I would love living in that town. Maybe for just a little bit, though... Ihave grown pretty comfortable having a mall be just a few miles away. :]] lol and nooo. I would hate hate hate to go to a big city for college. >.< ASU is in the middle of a fairly large, very packed city and I hate it there. So much smog.
Love you too! <3<3
:(
I'm seriously missing you.
My texts return to me on the fifth.
(I'm pushing it very close to
going over... Dad said the next time
I go over (I've exceeded them three times)
he's taking my phone away...
I can definitely benefit from my
text privileges next semester...)
Forgive me for not being able to text.
:'(
*hugs*
o--('.')--o