Sunday, 31 May 2009

• Two co-dependent addicts[comments disabled- rant]

  Have you ever had this urge..
  To curl up in a ball and scream??

  because the inner termiol just wont let up?
  Thats how I feel right now.
  Basicly the overview of my love/life
  
  I have issues with ED's on and off
  relapse and back again, and anxiety and anger issues.
  Then this guy, we'll call him, Jeremy,
  Jeremy is an alcoholic, smoker and addicted to weed,
  he also has sold/bought many forms of other drugs
  so basicly just an addict.

  I care for him so much.
  But sometimes I want to tear my hair
  out because its so hard to deal with my
  ED and try to be there for him with
  his addictions.
  I care deeply about him and
  he's going through a rough time but I
  just don't know how to feel sane and mentally
  ok. I just wish an anwser would drop from the sky.

  • 12:05 AM
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